Dear Someone,
Oh happy day! Isn’t it a wonderful feeling just to be alive? You will have to pardon my cliché statement. Though I was not home with you to enjoy the Thanksgiving festivities I still took the time to contemplate what I am grateful for. I am so pleased that as an American each year I have opportunity to ponder. Ponder the many beautiful, and marvelous things in my life. How different would the world be if we were a more gracious people?
I wish I could eloquently organize my thoughts. The words seem to be a jumble on the page. I am so grateful for this opportunity I have had to study abroad. I am grateful for this experience because the introspection it has given me. It seems to me that in life it is all too easy to become complacent. This opportunity has put me in situations that have been uncomfortable, challenging, and new. Yet I am grateful for them. I have needed this time to get to know myself a little bit better. Learning about things that are challenging for me, and learning areas in my life where I flourish. This opportunity has challenged me to analyze how I think about the world. To question my thought process, and look for new ways to view a situation or problem. I have learned that sometimes it’s better to be a follower than a leader. I am grateful for the opportunity to learn. Through attaining knowledge I find that I consistently come to the realization of my nothingness. Being teachable is a humbling experience.
I am grateful to live with 36 women. Girls fight. Who would have thought? Despite the fact that we live in a strange Zion like community, we are far from perfect. Some aspects about living with 36 women are less than ideal. I find it a miracle that there isn’t a brawl on the landing each evening. Considering 37 strong women with an array of vibrant personalities get along is astonishing. I find my biggest pet peeve being that no one finds the common decency to flush the toilet. It boggles my mind. Lucky for them my love is not contingent on a flushed toilet. I have learned that it’s okay to have bad days. It’s okay to not like everyone. It’s even okay to not be perfectly content all the time. The point I am trying to make is that it’s okay to have arguments. It’s okay to not always get along. Having different opinions has only opened the door for late night conversations. I have learned countless valuable lessons about friendship by living with these incredible women. I initially was blinded by my prejudice. I have loved getting to know these women in the wee hours of the morning. In a variety of ways they have taught me how a healthy friendship should be. They truly are kindred spirits. I will forever be grateful for the positive impact they have had in my life. Who knows maybe someday I will bleed blue.
I love my dear family. I have developed a greater appreciation for my family. I genuinely missed sipping chilled water from ruby goblets in the company of my dear cousins, aunts, and uncles. I have been immensely blessed to have strong binding relationships with my extended family. It is bitter sweet to think that we won’t all be together again for four years. I am proud of my cousins and their desire to serve the Lord. Mr. Hales surly will make a marvelous missionary. Luckily with their absence the beloved rolls from family parties will be left in a greater abundance for the rest of us to enjoy. I needed to remove myself from the situation to gain a deeper love and appreciation for my family. They are wonderful people. I am so proud to be apart of there family.
Being away from home has also given me the opportunity to recognize the many conveniences of home that I enjoy daily. For example, having a sink that has one-faucet two knobs, the satisfaction of good customer service, and normal peanut butter. I have gained a deeper pride, and adoration for my nation. I am grateful for the freedoms I enjoy.
I am overwhelmed with gratitude. To simply put it, life is beautiful. This next week will be an interesting one in London town. I am not particularly thrilled about the prospects of Finals. This week will need to be embraced one day at a time. Nine brilliant days left in this charming city. I’ll write when I have time. You will have to forgive me if my correspondence is delayed. I hope all is well!
Cheers!
Miss Fin